a fresh new era for Kristen in London!
I’m back!
Did you miss me? I missed you all. But there is a good reason for my absence, and I’ll tell all now.
Volume Two of “Tonight at 7.30” is being printed as we speak! It’s terribly exciting.
You may all remember how cocky I was when “Tonight” was published. The book launch was on my 50th birthday, and I simply sat back and felt smug. Avery, my photographer, was an accomplished adult, my book was finished, my life’s work (both of them) were finished. I had given birth and the baby was beautiful. I rested on my laurels.
For about six minutes. Then my desk began piling up with versions of new dishes I was inventing, new books I’d found inspiring. We had moved house to very near to Borough Market, and readers, the choices! The freshness, the authenticity, the people, were just overwhelmingly beautiful and I simply couldn’t resist making up new recipes to take advantage of all the variety and richness around me. It was tremendous fun to talk to the purveyors of fresh pasta, gorgeous meats and fishes, fruit and veg, bread, all of whom wanted to know what I was cooking that night. Without even really thinking about it, what I still think of as “Volume Two” began to take shape.
Of course, I’d lost my photographer to the hallowed halls of Oxford, and even when she came home to visit, neither of us was in the book-production mindset. The whole idea of another book was just a dream, really.
Writing a book is one of the most challenging things I’ve ever tried to do, and one of the pitfalls is procrastination. Especially when one’s self-publishing, the only deadlines are artificial ones one sets for oneself. (That doesn’t really work for me.). It’s fatally easy to do everything else under the sun, right down to ironing tea towels (a favourite diversion I’ve resorted to in all the 30 years since I spent a lot of time not writing wrote my dissertation). There’s no one offering you money for your words, so they just stay put in your easily-distracted *squirrel* *shinyobject* head. It was much easier for me to compile my list of dishes (1oo or so), and then just sit back and wait for something to happen. Meanwhile, I played around on Facebook (a delight, and instant gratification, and just plain friendly), and dabbled in Instagram (my photographs aren’t really good enough), spent a lot of time volunteering with my little kids at Friday afternoon Cooking Club…
volunteering with my beloved Home-Start children…
giving lovely dinner parties…
travelling to Red Gate Farm to spend time with beloved family and friends…
working with the brilliant Guild of Food Writers…
welcoming friends from America…
ringing the ever-challenging bells at glorious Foster Lane…
and volunteering at our beloved no-food-waste charity at Borough Market.
Life was very busy.
Avery graduated.
She came home after university and settled in to a full-time job, and then to graduate school. We agreed in a lazy way that she was willing to be hired to take the photographs for what I was beginning to think of as “Volume Two,” and came to a fee. And that was that. She was never home during the day to take a picture, and like as not was out at night. My new recipes lived in a Word document, and on the pages of social media, waiting for me to take proper notice of them.
And then, out of nowhere, the pandemic struck, and everything stopped.
Like everyone else in the world, we were told to stay home. We had Avery and her Martha here with us, the four of us trying to live and work in one big room — our office, dining room, kitchen, television room — and not drive one another crazy. We shared hundreds of lunches together, gathered around the telly watching “University Challenge,” and just as many dinners, often cooking together, at least two of the four of us, sharing recipes, experimenting. Thankfully, the days were lengthening in March and April, so we weren’t stuck looking at mournful grey skies beginning around 3:30, as so much London winter is. The evenings were beautiful.
Then a completely new topic was introduced into our family: the girls had decided to move out. Out! To their own flat. Unbelievable. John and I discussed this weighty matter on many, many afternoon walks on our one allowed trip per day out of the house, for exercise. Our foursome was to be broken up. We had such mixed feelings. Pride that the girls had saved enough money to afford their own place, excitement to see what it was like, nostalgia at all the good times we had had together, a tiny spark of relief that the rather crowded flat would open up a bit.
And, along with all these ruminations, we had a DEADLINE. For the new book!
“Once you move out in September,” I reasoned, “there will be virtually no more chances for you to take the photographs, will you? Let’s make a list of all the recipes we really want to be illustrated with a photo of the finished dish.” Our feeling was that some of the recipes for Volume Two could be illustrated with pictures of people, or ingredients, or places, and John and I were allowed to take those, though Avery would edit them.
Thus began the Great Recipe Photograph Marathon. I actually counted up, and for 39 days in a row I cooked something different for dinner, and often for lunch, too. Avery was kept very busy! It was thrilling to watch her work her magic on all my new dishes. Lobster grilled cheese made it onto the cover of the book, and the story that goes with the photograph is so funny.
One of the foods we miss during London summer is lobster. These lively crustaceans are absolutely one of my favourite treats, and during summers in Connecticut when it’s cheaper than good chicken, it’s not even a treat! We eat a lot of it. I can never finish the tail, and it ends up in a lobster roll, or even, dare I say it, a lobster grilled cheese, rich with spicy mayo and spring onions. Ooh, I can taste it now. But I can’t, because here in London lobster will set you back close to $70 a kilo, if you can imagine.
There is a very large chain of sandwich shops here in London, “Pret a Manger” (without an accent, of course), who offer seasonal delights like Christmas sandwiches, and during the pandemic summer there appeared a “lobster roll” on their menu, for a very limited time. For a surprisingly reasonable amount of money. It was but the work of a moment for John to run to Pret, pick up four lobster rolls, and for me to painstakingly harvest all the lobster chunks from them, and pile them with cheese onto my own homemade sourdough, slathered with spicy mayo and spring onions! The photograph turned out, as you can see, absolutely mouthwatering.
Avery worked like a demon to meet the September 6 deadline of their move away. Yuzu and champagne sorbet…
Korean feast…
Egg salad on my homemade sourdough rye.
Cheese scones.
So many delights.
We spent one hilarious day going through all our books and deciding what copy of what Avery would take with her.
And then they were off, in a flurry of boxes and bags, one fine September day, and we helped to settle them in.
During that brief, halcyon period before the second lockdown, we enjoyed spending time with them in their new place, celebrating their freedom.
I embarked on the monumental task of editing the text. More on that in my next post — you’ll be so glad I DID edit the thing, and several other people did too, because boy, did we find some clunkers!
It’s good to be back with my beloved blog, and with you all. Coming soon — an official announcement of the title of the new book… it’s really happening.
LOBSTER GRILL CHEESE? Ohmygosh! Seriously if that’s not in the cookbook please send that to me! Oh sweet beautiful talented K… so glad to see you’re back! Xoxo love you more!
Janis! How lovely to hear from you! Yes, of course! Lobster grilled cheese features… prominently! I can’t wait to show you. This is all such fun, and it will be only about three months before you can hold the book in your hands! xxx
Impressive pivot, Kristen! You’ve used the Covid quarantine to great advantage–here you are with a another cookbook coming out while lots of us were just marking time. BTW, I’ve seen the cover (MIL privilege) and it’s gorgeous.
MIL privilege indeed! Keep it under your hat, you clever lady! I do think I’m rather clever to produce what is going to be the most gorgeous book — I’m so proud and excited! And isn’t the reboot of the blog just sublime!
Nothing wrong with a little tease! I love being led back to the the earlier “historical” entries—each one is like a little self contained story of a moment in the family’s life. Such adventures!
Nothing wrong with a little tease! I love being led back to the the earlier “historical” entries—each one is like a little self contained story of a moment in the family’s life.
How exciting, Kristen. I can’t wait for the big reveal. Memories of packing all those bags came flashing back!
Charlotte, it’s been such a singular joy working with you!