last London summer adventures
My, it’s hot. Although Londoners always express amazement whatever the weather, it really is amazingly hot. We’ve dragged our sprinkler from the basement to try to alleviate the dryness. The smell of wet grass evokes lovely childhood Indiana memories of my dad watering the tomato garden, and kindly turning the water on the grass for a bit so we could race through it. Wet grass is universal.
Tacy doesn’t mind the heat.
The day has finally arrived: Avery is coming home from Russia this evening, our bags are packed, passports sorted, cat dishes full, and tomorrow we leave for Connecticut!
Finally.
It’s been a funny time here in London, with everyone I normally see during the year saying in a puzzled way, “Aren’t you usually gone by now?” I’ve spent an extra month with my Home-Start family, watching the babies grow almost visibly on our weekly visits. I’ve never spent this much time with small babies since Avery was one, and it’s incredible to see them acquiring new skills — tracking a passing train with their eyes, holding their own bottles of milk, sitting up with their fat little hands on either side to support themselves. The extra month has been a real joy, and it’s a bit of a wrench to think how they’ll have grown and changed in the coming month that we’ll spend apart.
My fellow bell ringers looked startled to see me at Sunday services yesterday. “You’re still here?” I sweated my way through Grandsire Doubles, ringing the tenor behind to Stedmans, and even calling some changes myself, and getting very flustered calling us back into rounds. “Nervous sweat,” diagnosed Andrew sagely. Then it was onto Chiswick where for the first time ever in my experience, the back door to the ringing chamber was open, to admit a breeze. The atmosphere was so lovely, so ancient and yet so breezily modern, and of-the-moment, that I felt I couldn’t breathe for the beauty.
While Avery’s been away — and nearly silently, without internet of phone most of the time and so tantalizingly without tale-telling — we’ve been busy feeding friends, seeing plays, seeing other friends. We’ve made a couple of superb and delicious discoveries. John always mocks me for getting obsessed with a dish and making it over and over until I get it just right, but sometimes it’s not too difficult to live through the process. Oh, clams.
Vongole e Spaghetti con Pomodori, Olive e Aglio
(serves 4)
1.5 kilos/3.5 lb small clams, raw
50ml/1/4 c very good quality extra virgin olive oil
6 cloves garlic, minced
3 tbsps butter
2 large handfuls flat-leaf parsley, minced
1 hot Thai chilli, seeds removed and minced (or to taste)
fresh black pepper, sea salt to taste
12 cherry tomatoes, quartered
12 oil-cured Moroccan black olives, pitted and halved
1 lb spaghetti
2 tbsp olive oil
75 ml/6 oz good white wine
Clean the clams carefully and discard any that are not firmly closed, or do not promptly close when you tap on them with a fingernail.
In a small frying pan, heat the olive oil and sweat the garlic gently in it. Do not brown the garlic. Add the butter, half the parsley and the chilli, the pepper and salt, tomatoes and olives and heat gently until butter is melted.
Just before you are ready to serve, boil the spaghetti until very slightly undercooked, then drain into a serving bowl and toss with the olive oil to stop pasta from sticking.
To the hot, empty pasta pan, pour in the white wine and bring quickly to a boil. Tip in the clams and put the spaghetti in on top. Clap a tight lid on and cook, stirring twice, for 5 minutes.
Pour the clams and spaghetti into the serving bowl and pour the garlic mixture over top, then toss well till completely mixed. Scatter the rest of the parsley on top. Serve with a good crusty bread.
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I just knew John and Suzanne would be the perfect guests for the first draft of this meal — without the tomatoes or olives, just a TON of garlic and parsley — and they were their usual ebullient selves, up for any guinea pig food assignment.
With a first course of ice-cold vichyssoise and Suzanne’s divine peach trifle to end, this was a meal to remember.
So simple: crushed amaretto biscuits with amaretto poured over, then whipped cream, ripe peach slices and slivered almonds. Heaven.
Why is it so much fun to eat something that makes a mess? Bones or shells, always a winner.
While the very simple version of the clam dish was lovely, I think the added tomatoes and olives elevated the experience, almost to a puttanesca level, but we agreed that adding anchovies and capers would take the experiment too far. One never knows, though; I could be convinced to try it in Connecticut.
Over dinner, John and Suzanne reminded me of a gorgeous dish he made for us years ago, a miraculous feat of almost no cooking, a bit of waiting, and one hell of a perfect cut of beef.
Turmeric-rubbed Seared Beef Fillet
(serves 4)
600–800g beef fillet
olive oil to coat
1/2 tsp each: coriander seeds, sea salt, lemon zest, fresh black pepper
1 tsp soy sauce
1‑inch knob fresh turmeric, peeled and grated, or 1/2 tsp ground turmeric
1 tsp olive oil
Coat the beef with the olive oil. Place all other ingredients in a mortar and pestle and mash until a nice paste. Rub all over the beef fillet and leave to marinate at least 1 hour in the fridge.
Heat the olive oil in a heavy frying pan and fry the beef at a very high heat on all sides, and both ends, for a total of 10 minutes. Wrap tightly in four layers of aluminium foil and leave to rest for at least 10 minutes.
Slice extremely thin and serve the beef with lots of fresh wild rocket and lashings of shaved parmesan, the whole dish drizzled with a good-quality olive oil.
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Turmeric. The wonder spice. It is reputed to solve any number of health issues: inflammation, pain, even cancer. I have never before found it in its fresh form, but I came upon some at the sublime Green Valley grocer in Upper Berkeley Street, and snapped it up.
A funny little plant, isn’t it? It looks like a hybrid between a Jerusalem artichoke and a ginger root. It tastes like a sort of hyped-up carrot on steroids, and the deep yellow you’d associate with the ground variety in a jar isn’t a PATCH on the golden hue that permeated my fingers and lasted through washing dinner dishes AND the next day’s shower. Ground up in a mortar and pestle with heavenly fresh coriander seed…
The exotic rub, barely-cooked, velvety beef, salty Parmesan and bitter rocket: this dish was a definite winner, and even better cold for lunch the next day.
We needed all the strength we could get for our cultural outings. We had seen “Medea” with Avery just before she left, and my goodness, what a tour de force for Helen McCrory. If you had asked me before the play if it was even remotely interesting to contemplate a character who would kill her children because she was jilted by her husband, I’d have honestly laughed. Especially waving my only child off on a bit of a rocky adventure to Russia the next day, the idea of sacrificing little ones in retribution for being abandoned by their father seemed and seems very silly. That’s what makes McCrory’s performance so perfect, and so chilling. You believe it’s a possible choice.
And then there was “Skylight.” Again, the success of the play is in the rescuing of an old-hat scenario — much older man trying to get back into the good graces of the young woman who’s rejected their relationship. In this case, the cliche is brought to life by the impossibly charismatic Bill Nighy (yup, he’s 64) and the luminous Carey Mulligan (uh huh, she’s 29). They are completely believable as a couple, and their emotional machinations totally compelling. The irony? With all the political content of the play — the two characters divided by their places in very different economic classes — the tickets were notably pricey. Avery would have choked.
Still under the spell of “Skylight,” we wandered in the late afternoon heat to the National Portrait Gallery to meet my pal Jo and take in the exhibition about Virginia Woolf. It is terribly sad, even when you know the ending is coming. Again, isn’t that a testament to the quality of an artistic achievement: taking the familiar, even the trite, and making it new and moving. Lovely original editions of her books, childhood photographs, diaries. The most upsetting bits to me were the photographs of the Blitzed homes of the Woolfs and the Bells, and the letters she wrote to her sister and husband before killing herself. How these things, so commonplace in our understanding of history, could still be so moving, means that you should go and see them if you can.
All we could do was fall into squishy leather chairs and imbibe cocktails at the ridiculously chic St Martin’s Hotel Bar just around the corner. Jo is one of those effervescent, totally-herself people who is a joy to share all things with, sad exhibitions and gin and tonics alike. The atmosphere made us all feel very cool.
Finally, to fill up our culture cup, one breathlessly hot evening we cycled up the village street to the local Olympic Cinema to relax in welcome air conditioning for “Camille Claudel 1915.” Those of you who know me from the old country, in my dark art historical past, will remember that I wrote my dissertation on this tragic artist, subject of the massively successful and beautiful 1988 film “Camille Claudel.” That early film focused on the disastrous relationship between Claudel and Rodin, and was very dramatic and lush. This film, by contrast, chronicles three days in the life of the older Claudel, now committed to a mental asylum on a windswept hilltop in wartime France.
Depressing? There are no words. But Juliette Binoche puts in a performance of deep sadness and authenticity. To me, the most touching thing about the film was its use of quotations from Claudel’s heartbreaking letters, as dialogue. I remember so clearly reading them in their original French in the attic archives of the Musee Rodin in Paris, feeling her isolation and desperation. They were stored in the little room with the window just at the top of the house, on the right.
Hearing the words spoken aloud was stunning. The film will have a limited release, but seek it out if you can.
The clock ticks. Avery’s plane is in the air. Tomorrow at this time we’ll be awaiting our flight to Connecticut, to our summer holiday, to Red Gate Farm. A month without theatre, without museums, without fancy films. But it will have green grass, red barns, white picket fences, family. I can’t wait.
And in return, we can’t wait for your arrival. Not a day more …
xx
John’s Mom
Baking cappuccino cookies as we speak, with the lime shortbreads chilling already!
Really can’t wait.
John’s Mom
Oh boy! We can’t wait either. This visit has been too long coming. Packing suitcase with little treats for you too… xx
How amazing that the Olympic screened a film on ‘your’ artist, that place is a real blessing, I love it so much.
The clams sound delicious, I’ll have to try making them when we’re back from our trip.
Fiona, we must meet up at the Olympic together for a film and a supper… maybe clams!
Welcome back to this side of the pond, my friend! So glad to hear Avery is home from Russia.
I remember watching and being so moved by the Camille Claudel film from the late 80s. Love Juliette Binoche and will definitely check out the 2013 version. Miss you!
Karen, this film will move you to tears in a very different way. How I wish this August would bring us together as last did! What memories those are from last summer. I really can’t wait for my American fix. Today!
will