Sum­mer Road Trip 2015: The East Coast!

I’ve been home a whole week now, bat­tling jet­lag with every weapon at my dis­pos­al: after­noon naps, two new Home-Start fam­i­lies to look after, more naps, and over the week­end, a two-day writ­ing course on “Auto­bi­og­ra­phy Into Fic­tion: How To Turn Your Life Into a Nov­el.”  Being unable to nap for two whole days in a row actu­al­ly got me over the edge, and I’m cau­tious­ly opti­mistic, from the point of view of a grey, sprinkly Mon­day in Lon­don, that I’m back in the sad­dle of my Eng­lish life.

My Amer­i­can life, tele­scoped into two beau­ti­ful weeks, was so love­ly!  Of course Indi­ana and Iowa were sub­lime, but there was more fun, love, blue skies and good food to come.  I head­ed to New York.

Know­ing I would not want to jump in a rental car at 10 p.m. at JFK and dri­ve to Red Gate Farm, long ago on my sofa here in Lon­don John kind­ly made hotel reser­va­tions for me, so very late on a steamy July evening, I turned up hap­pi­ly at the Duane Street Hotel — I would high­ly rec­om­mend this ele­gant, peace­ful, friend­ly lit­tle retreat if you need a place to stay in Man­hat­tan — and col­lapsed for the night.  How civilised to wake up the next day and mosey on over to Mor­gan’s Mar­ket, the Tribeca del­i­catessen that fed me lunch more times than I could pos­si­bly count, dur­ing my years as a young moth­er and a local gallery own­er.  And guess who was still there behind the counter, quite as if no time had passed?

manny

Man­ny!”

Kris­ten!  How have you been?”

I’ll be bet­ter when I’ve had two eggs on a roll with bacon and cheese!”

We chat­ted over the unbe­liev­able­ness of time gone by, that we’ve been gone near­ly ten years, that Avery’s going to col­lege in the fall.

My old­est too, she’s a sopho­more this year,” Man­ny assures me.

I grabbed my sand­wich and said it would­n’t be anoth­er ten years before I saw him again, and popped uptown to get my rental car, and up the West Side High­way I drove.

Months ago, I’d had the sense to realise that I’d be pass­ing right through the town of one of my favorite artists in the world, Dus­ton Spear.  It was easy-peasy to arrange a stu­dio vis­it, and although she end­ed being called away on a fam­i­ly emer­gency, her delight­ful hus­band Jon-Marc showed me what she had want­ed me to see.  Oh, heav­en­ly work.

duston1

These pieces have every­thing I grav­i­tate to: text, tex­ture, mut­ed greys, browns, greens, with the occa­sion­al red or gold to shock me out of my rever­ie.  Even as non-fig­u­ra­tive as my inter­ests usu­al­ly lie, she can seduce me with her peo­ple, her humanity.

duston2What beau­ti­ful mem­o­ries were brought back to me of my gallery days, when I spent time — far too lit­tle to be sure, but more than I am able to now — in artists’ stu­dios, sur­feit­ed with imagery.

duston3

Jon-Marc and I looked and looked, talked and thought.  Then we paused at the rail­ing of Dus­ton’s stu­dio-in-a-barn, and drank in the coun­try­side, the peace.

duston landscape

I drove away with so much to think about that the jour­ney up to Red Gate Farm seemed very short.

What a joy to arrive.

sanford road view

I unpacked as quick­ly as I could, and Rol­lie and Judy turned up just to check that I’d arrived safe­ly!  We talked fast and furi­ous about the state of the house, the oppres­sive heat (delight­ful), and then I jumped in my car to head up to find my family.

Every­one was deeply involved in the cre­ation of a plum and caramel cake!  Jill, Joel, Jane and Mol­ly, just as I’d left them at Christmastime.

jill's cakeWe vis­it­ed the neigh­bors’ chick­ens, just for fun (and I came away with half a dozen fresh eggs).

chickens

Joel kind­ly fed me crab cakes — pas­teurised lump, to be sure — just as I had request­ed.  And Jil­l’s plum cake.  And then we repaired to the swing-set for a vig­or­ous game of “Sharky, sharky.”  Don’t ask.

sharky sharky

It was beau­ti­ful to be back togeth­er, and actu­al­ly self­ish­ly, very relax­ing to have them all to myself — my beau­ti­ful sis­ter with whom I nev­er get to spend enough time, espe­cial­ly — not to have to share them all with John and Avery (I tell myself, know­ing actu­al­ly it would have been heav­en­ly to be all togeth­er).  We dis­cussed the girls’ sum­mer camp, Jane’s upcom­ing musi­cal (I can’t believe I’m miss­ing it), their excit­ing plan to build a new porch on the side of their house.  “The win­dow will become a door, and the door will become…”  Some­thing to look for­ward to at Christmas!

all girls

The girls have got­ten just that lit­tle smidgen taller, skin­nier, and seem to embody all that is all-Amer­i­can sporty childhood.

We decid­ed that the best thing would be to have them straight over the next day to Red Gate Farm.  “How about a hon­ey-glazed ham?” Jane asked, leaf­ing through my cook­book.  “And slaw, please, and toma­to-moz­zarel­la sal­ad,” Joel added hun­gri­ly.  We had just had din­ner, for heav­en’s sake!  That’s what read­ing “Tonight at 7.30″ will do for you, apparently.

I drove home in a haze of hap­pi­ness at the prospect of five whole days of peace, noth­ing real­ly to do, just hang around, at Red Gate Farm.

evening view

The moment my car pulled up in the dri­ve, up ran lit­tle Kate-from-across-the-road, full of her sum­mer’s adven­tures.  “Kris­ten, my Kris­ten!  Have you met my fairies?  Have you seen them yet tonight?  We have glit­ter on a stick to attract them and I’ve built them a house and they’ve writ­ten me NOTES!”  So much for her Christ­mas shy­ness!  We arranged for her to come over first thing the next day, to help with prepa­ra­tions for our din­ner par­ty.  I fell into bed, and morn­ing came quickly.

Anne and Dave lugged chairs up from the Lit­tle Red Barn.

anne david chairs

Kate donned an apron to lend some help in the kitchen.

kate apron

Toma­to moz­zarel­la sal­ad — with a smi­ley face, to be sure.

kate salad

The fam­i­ly turned up, with an addi­tion in the shape of one Kai, excel­lent next-door-neigh­bor and Jane’s shad­ow this sum­mer.  He com­man­deered my cam­era, and Jane her father’s, and some 300 pho­tographs ensued, among them some real jew­els, as they gath­ered up Kate and Mol­ly to cross the road to Stillmead­ow, sure­ly among the most pho­to­genic of all acres of Con­necti­cut countryside.

dilapidated building

The fairy cor­re­spon­dence was duly record­ed, with solemn atten­tion from all the chil­dren, big and small.  Hav­ing been asked if she believed in fairies, Mol­ly replied, “You mean the kind that go across water?”  She is rather a prac­ti­cal child, it would appear.  Nev­er mind.

fairy note

The webs where the fairies play were much in evidence.

fairy webs

The kids swung (or “swang” as I’m sure we said in our child­hood) on the swingset which requires adults to hold it into the ground.  This gave me a rare chance to teth­er my dear Anne to one spot, and real­ly chat, about fairies, Oxford, Pot­ters Fields, the cook­book, our parents.

anne me

We crossed the road for an explo­ration of the Big Red Barn.  Kai cap­tured Mol­ly’s lit­tle pro­file perfectly.

molly barn

I grabbed the cam­era to get my beloved broth­er-in-law at his laugh­ing best.

joel barn

Poor Quin­cy, rel­e­gat­ed to the Lit­tle Red Barn.  He did­n’t run last sum­mer, and I don’t think we even tried to turn over his motor at Christ­mas.  Land Rover as camp­ing tent, perhaps?

quincy kids

The horsey jumps, pos­si­bly the most appre­ci­at­ed of all toys ever, made their appearance.

jane jumpWe wan­dered around Red Gate Farm, assess­ing all the ways in which it is falling down, with spe­cial atten­tion this sum­mer to the mossy, moldy dam­age from the win­ter’s out­landish snow­fall.  “You can see the prob­lem,” Anne explains.  “The gut­ter has become twist­ed and has come away from point­ing down­ward to the down­spout, and all the water’s just pour­ing down the side of the house, leav­ing mossy streaks.”

Indeed it is, but such was my sun­ny, hap­py relax­ation at being there, with all my beloved peo­ple, that I could only smile and say, “I’m sure some­thing can be done.”

jjkd

I hon­est­ly feel there must be some seda­tive ingre­di­ent of life at Red Gate Farm, even for just a few days, that should be bot­tled (it could fund our moss removal).  I felt as if I’d had a tran­quilis­er.  Even with din­ner for 9 to produce!

How we ate!  All the way through an entire roast­ed ham, with the atten­dant crisp slaw and creamy sal­ad, with its fra­grant fresh pesto.  Jane might well be on her way to pho­tograph­ing a cook­book herself!

ham dinner

Final­ly the end of the day had come, and the fam­i­ly piled in the car to go home, with many hugs and plans to see each oth­er one more time before it was time for me to fly away.

Anne, David and Kate lounged on the tram­po­line with me in the gath­er­ing dusk, talk­ing about school, favorite pic­ture books, Avery’s trav­el plans, the fairies’ wish­es for Kate.  The bats cir­cled over­head, eat­ing up the mos­qui­toes, one hopes.  Total peace.

lighted kitchenThe next day brought more sun­shine, and it was but the work of a moment to find the sprin­kler in the barn and set it up. Instant fun.

kate sprinkler

Tay­lor stopped by with her Amer­i­can Girl doll, so Kate dashed across the road for hers (“look both ways, then look again!” Anne and I shout as she dash­es), and was back in a moment.

american girl dolls

Tay­lor’s mom Kon­nie found time to hang out on the ter­race with Anne and me, then share a bar­be­cued chick­en din­ner.  Not, how­ev­er, suc­cess­ful­ly grilled by me.  “The gril­l’s just not heat­ing up!” I dis­cov­ered, feel­ing that essen­tial­ly fem­i­nine frus­tra­tion when a task tra­di­tion­al­ly tak­en by a man turns out to be a prob­lem.  “Check your propane lev­el,” Kon­nie advised, argu­ing for a lev­el of capa­bil­i­ty beyond me.

The chick­en went into the oven.

Thank­ful­ly, Rol­lie and Judy showed up to see how we were doing, and Rol­lie crawled help­ful­ly under the grill to remove the tank.  “You’re run­ning on emp­ty,” he said, and for a brief moment I thought about lug­ging the replace­ment tank up from the barn.  Nah.  Much more fun just to wan­der down to the pond with the girls, to catch up with chat.

ajr

Tay­lor and Kate were fear­less about the pond, which I admit always gives me pause.  What’s under that murky sur­face?  They did­n’t care.

pond girls

Tues­day morn­ing found me loung­ing on the ter­race, read­ing and cor­re­spond­ing with John and Avery, lazy in their Lon­don July lives.  And then up popped Mark, sweaty from scyth­ing the mead­ow, and hap­py to replace my propane tank.  It takes a vil­lage!  You can’t help but smile when Mark’s around, which is a gift, in case you did­n’t realise it.

mark

Kon­nie tell you about the rab­bits she’s plan­ning to raise, for meat?” he asked me, eye­brow quirked.

Yep, she did.”  A pause.

Now, keep in mind this is a lady who has­n’t eat­en pork since she was a tiny kid.  She helped her grand­ma raise a pig on her farm, named it, played with it, the whole nine yards.  Then she turns up at Sun­day din­ner one day and there’s ham. Uh-oh.”

Ooh, that’s harsh,” I said.

And so she’s gonna raise lit­tle East­er bun­nies and eat ’em?  I don’t know about that.”

He downed a huge glass of icy water, and was back to the meadow.

I set­tled down to a bison burg­er — grilled with my new propane tank in place! — with a small feel­ing of guilt that Avery and John weren’t there to help me enjoy it.  Just a small feeling.

bison burger

There was suc­co­tash to go with it: zuc­chi­ni, crisp fresh Con­necti­cut corn, red onion, gar­lick­ly olive oil.

summer succotash

A qui­et after­noon, a trip to the Gap.  Our favorite salesla­dy exclaims.  “Oh, you’re here!  I won­dered what had hap­pened to you all.  I won­der — could you be my son’s emer­gency con­tact when he spends his fall semes­ter in Lon­don?”  Of course.

Wednes­day meant a trip to the sea­side with Rol­lie and Judy!  Guil­ford, a love­ly spot.

guilford

Oh, the fresh breeze stir­ring the Amer­i­can flag, the scents of ocean and bait, the sailors buff­ing up their boats.  What a treat, an out­ing with two of my favorite peo­ple in the world.  They’re not at all old enough to be my par­ents, but when I’m with them, I feel like a bit of a daughter.

rollie judy guilford

I got home in time to wan­der, in the stun­ning­ly sun­ny humid­i­ty, up San­ford Road to vis­it Mike, hard at work on the new barn at Phillips Farm.

phillips farm barn

Mike is an artist, giv­ing his heart and soul to this building.

mike at work

To think that when we arrived at Red Gate Farm for the first time eleven years ago, this spot was occu­pied by a sad­ly dilap­i­dat­ed, falling-down, neglect­ed struc­ture.  It took the pas­sion of the South­bury Land Trust to clear it away and put in its place this beau­ti­ful, arti­san barn.

phillips farm beams

We had a fundrais­er,” Mike explained, “where peo­ple could buy pegs — the whole struc­ture’s pegs — with names on them.  Here’s Abi­gail’s peg.”

abigail's peg

Abi­gail, her lit­tle broth­er Gabriel, moth­er Lau­ren and Mike appeared lat­er in the day for a deli­cious din­ner at the pic­nic table.  There is some­thing heart­warm­ing about the bond between beau­ti­ful Lau­ren and intre­pid Abi­gail.  Lau­ren is one of those women who can whol­ly devote her­self to a “real” job — a pedi­atric nurse — and then some­how also have 110% to give to being a mother.

abby lauren

They had kind­ly invit­ed me to their house, but had suc­cumbed to my wish to spend as much time at Red Gate Farm as pos­si­ble, mere­ly bring­ing their kebabs to me, lux­u­ri­ous with giant shrimp, zuc­chi­ni, pep­pers.  How thoughtful!

mike's kebabs

Mike was there, and since he was a man, he grilled.  What a won­der­ful per­son he is, a per­fect com­bi­na­tion of dreamy artist, prac­ti­cal griller, devot­ed father and husband.

mike best

We feast­ed, and tried to work sort of six months’ worth of news, reflec­tions, pre­dic­tions into one evening.  The sto­ry of my Amer­i­can hol­i­day, in short.

me gabriel

Thurs­day I spent run­ning errands mad­ly, to the post office to thank our dear friends for for­ward­ing our mail, to the Lau­rel Din­er for one quick “two eggs on a roll” and brief “hel­lo” with bril­liant Pete, din­er chef extra­or­di­naire.  Home to wash sheets and tow­els, clear out the fridge.  Did­n’t I JUST arrive?  And in the evening, off for an Ital­ian din­ner with the nieces, one last treat before I had to say goodbye.

me with nieces

That evening, in the warm dusk, I could­n’t help think­ing about all the clas­sic Con­necti­cut things I nev­er man­aged to do, in my five days.  No library trips (I love that library), no loung­ing by the scruffy Town Pool, no ice cream excur­sion to Rich’s, no trip to the Hick­o­ry Stick book­shop in near­by Wash­ing­ton, CT, no vis­it to the lowkey, inti­mate farmer’s mar­ket.  There just was­n’t time, and my heart broke, a bit, to turn my back on so many pleasures.

In the morn­ing I was off, lock­ing the door, look­ing back over my shoul­der at Red Gate Farm, good­bye until Christ­mas.  How hard it is to dri­ve away, every time.

goodbye rgf

New York City, pos­i­tive­ly siz­zling in the heat, await­ed.  I man­aged — read­ers, it was a mir­a­cle — to drop my lug­gage off at the hotel down­town, wend my way through the end­less­ly cir­cuitous one-way streets of the West Vil­lage to return my rental car, then saunter along the side­walks, enjoy­ing the inim­itable ener­gy of New York City.  There is just no place quite like it.

unattended children

Lunch with my dar­ling Alyssa!  Mario Batal­i’s Lupa - fried bac­cala, heir­loom beet sal­ad, pep­pered, but­tery spaghet­ti — did not disappoint.

lupa

We talked fever­ish­ly, exchang­ing obser­va­tions of the unbe­liev­able posi­tion we find our­selves in — send­ing our girls to col­lege.  How I miss Alyssa and our almost dai­ly cof­fees, lunch­es, walks, talks.

Alyssa me

How on earth could any place be so HOT?  I walked slow­ly, cook­ing in my shell, to meet my friend Eliz­a­beth’s gor­geous daugh­ter Isabel, and her friend Alex, and brave­ly make our way to Long Island City — I can’t con­vey to you my pride on not get­ting lost!

kate's note

My dar­ling artist friend Kate await­ed, to wel­come us to her stu­dio.  Our friend­ship goes back 20 years, to my first expe­ri­ences teach­ing in New York City.  My gallery would not have thrived with­out her work, her intel­lect, her heart.

kate studioI had almost for­got­ten what a joy it is to be wel­comed into an artist’s realm, to have her pull image after image — mag­i­cal — from her flat file, to help her unwrap framed trea­sures, to look and ask ques­tions and lis­ten to the descrip­tion of an artist’s life.

kate drawings

I think Isabel real­ly enjoyed her­self, and as a future art his­to­ri­an, it does­n’t get any bet­ter than that afternoon.

isabel1

After the heav­en­ly cool of Kate’s stu­dio, we braved the harsh sun and took the sub­way to Brook­lyn to find Kate’s hus­band David, the most bril­liant sculp­tor I know, hap­py to wel­come us as well.  Oh, the work.

dave sculpture1

Isabel and Alex went off for a fur­ther Williams­burg adven­ture, and Kate, Dave and I found our­selves at a gor­geous local Ital­ian spot, to share pro­sciut­to e mel­one, piz­za with bre­sao­la, and the lux­u­ry of con­ver­sa­tion.  I head­ed back, exhaust­ed by my day  — Con­necti­cut, West Vil­lage, Long Island City, Brook­lyn, Tribeca.

Sat­ur­day, my last day in Amer­i­ca, and I was in an emo­tion­al mood.  I toured my beloved Tribeca, home of Avery’s baby­hood and child­hood.  How many games of hide and seek were played in this gaze­bo, fig­ures of col­ored chalk drawn around her tod­dler body, birth­day par­ties with cake and ice cream eat­en, in her lit­tle local Wash­ing­ton Mar­ket Park?

wmp

Her hero­ic school once more thrives in the shad­ow of the World Trade Center.

wtc wms

It was, quite sim­ply, the warmest neigh­bor­hood any­one could ever wish for, site of the Sep­tem­ber 11 tragedy and despair and fear, but then recov­ery and beau­ty and love.

I went for lunch at one of my favorite spots in the world, Roc, in my beloved Tribeca.

roc

And who, out of the blue, appeared before me?

rocco me roc

Roc­co him­self, of course, to give me a much-need­ed hug and to remem­ber the old, dark days (“I remem­ber you stood just here and cried,” he said, shak­ing his head, “and I told you every­thing would be all right.  And it is.”), and to cel­e­brate the hot, hap­py after­noon we had right now.

My dar­ling friend Binky — of whom no pho­to can ever be tak­en — joined me for tuna tartare, for bac­cala cro­quettes, for tortelli­ni with peas and ham.  And for irre­place­able friend­ship, of a life­time, rem­i­nis­cences about last sum­mer, Avery’s life with them.  Why, oh why, I won­dered, do I have to leave New York?

Because it was time to go “home,” what­ev­er that could pos­si­bly mean after my Sum­mer Adven­ture 2015.  Exchang­ing one bril­liant set of char­ac­ters for anoth­er.  Home to Lon­don it was, with enough mem­o­ries to last the sum­mer, or even longer.

4 Responses

  1. Linda Meehan says:

    Kris­ten! I love read­ing your blog. Your vis­it to Red Gate Farm was jam-packed! What a won­der­ful vis­it, and so many deli­cious feasts! Xo

  2. Thank you, dear Lin­da! xx

  3. John says:

    Love­ly post. Makes me home­sick. Great pic­tures — espe­cial­ly love the one of Abigail!

    xJ

  4. kristen says:

    You were missed!

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