Summer Road Trip 2015: The East Coast!
I’ve been home a whole week now, battling jetlag with every weapon at my disposal: afternoon naps, two new Home-Start families to look after, more naps, and over the weekend, a two-day writing course on “Autobiography Into Fiction: How To Turn Your Life Into a Novel.” Being unable to nap for two whole days in a row actually got me over the edge, and I’m cautiously optimistic, from the point of view of a grey, sprinkly Monday in London, that I’m back in the saddle of my English life.
My American life, telescoped into two beautiful weeks, was so lovely! Of course Indiana and Iowa were sublime, but there was more fun, love, blue skies and good food to come. I headed to New York.
Knowing I would not want to jump in a rental car at 10 p.m. at JFK and drive to Red Gate Farm, long ago on my sofa here in London John kindly made hotel reservations for me, so very late on a steamy July evening, I turned up happily at the Duane Street Hotel — I would highly recommend this elegant, peaceful, friendly little retreat if you need a place to stay in Manhattan — and collapsed for the night. How civilised to wake up the next day and mosey on over to Morgan’s Market, the Tribeca delicatessen that fed me lunch more times than I could possibly count, during my years as a young mother and a local gallery owner. And guess who was still there behind the counter, quite as if no time had passed?
“Manny!”
“Kristen! How have you been?”
“I’ll be better when I’ve had two eggs on a roll with bacon and cheese!”
We chatted over the unbelievableness of time gone by, that we’ve been gone nearly ten years, that Avery’s going to college in the fall.
“My oldest too, she’s a sophomore this year,” Manny assures me.
I grabbed my sandwich and said it wouldn’t be another ten years before I saw him again, and popped uptown to get my rental car, and up the West Side Highway I drove.
Months ago, I’d had the sense to realise that I’d be passing right through the town of one of my favorite artists in the world, Duston Spear. It was easy-peasy to arrange a studio visit, and although she ended being called away on a family emergency, her delightful husband Jon-Marc showed me what she had wanted me to see. Oh, heavenly work.
These pieces have everything I gravitate to: text, texture, muted greys, browns, greens, with the occasional red or gold to shock me out of my reverie. Even as non-figurative as my interests usually lie, she can seduce me with her people, her humanity.
What beautiful memories were brought back to me of my gallery days, when I spent time — far too little to be sure, but more than I am able to now — in artists’ studios, surfeited with imagery.
Jon-Marc and I looked and looked, talked and thought. Then we paused at the railing of Duston’s studio-in-a-barn, and drank in the countryside, the peace.
I drove away with so much to think about that the journey up to Red Gate Farm seemed very short.
What a joy to arrive.
I unpacked as quickly as I could, and Rollie and Judy turned up just to check that I’d arrived safely! We talked fast and furious about the state of the house, the oppressive heat (delightful), and then I jumped in my car to head up to find my family.
Everyone was deeply involved in the creation of a plum and caramel cake! Jill, Joel, Jane and Molly, just as I’d left them at Christmastime.
We visited the neighbors’ chickens, just for fun (and I came away with half a dozen fresh eggs).
Joel kindly fed me crab cakes — pasteurised lump, to be sure — just as I had requested. And Jill’s plum cake. And then we repaired to the swing-set for a vigorous game of “Sharky, sharky.” Don’t ask.
It was beautiful to be back together, and actually selfishly, very relaxing to have them all to myself — my beautiful sister with whom I never get to spend enough time, especially — not to have to share them all with John and Avery (I tell myself, knowing actually it would have been heavenly to be all together). We discussed the girls’ summer camp, Jane’s upcoming musical (I can’t believe I’m missing it), their exciting plan to build a new porch on the side of their house. “The window will become a door, and the door will become…” Something to look forward to at Christmas!
The girls have gotten just that little smidgen taller, skinnier, and seem to embody all that is all-American sporty childhood.
We decided that the best thing would be to have them straight over the next day to Red Gate Farm. “How about a honey-glazed ham?” Jane asked, leafing through my cookbook. “And slaw, please, and tomato-mozzarella salad,” Joel added hungrily. We had just had dinner, for heaven’s sake! That’s what reading “Tonight at 7.30″ will do for you, apparently.
I drove home in a haze of happiness at the prospect of five whole days of peace, nothing really to do, just hang around, at Red Gate Farm.
The moment my car pulled up in the drive, up ran little Kate-from-across-the-road, full of her summer’s adventures. “Kristen, my Kristen! Have you met my fairies? Have you seen them yet tonight? We have glitter on a stick to attract them and I’ve built them a house and they’ve written me NOTES!” So much for her Christmas shyness! We arranged for her to come over first thing the next day, to help with preparations for our dinner party. I fell into bed, and morning came quickly.
Anne and Dave lugged chairs up from the Little Red Barn.
Kate donned an apron to lend some help in the kitchen.
Tomato mozzarella salad — with a smiley face, to be sure.
The family turned up, with an addition in the shape of one Kai, excellent next-door-neighbor and Jane’s shadow this summer. He commandeered my camera, and Jane her father’s, and some 300 photographs ensued, among them some real jewels, as they gathered up Kate and Molly to cross the road to Stillmeadow, surely among the most photogenic of all acres of Connecticut countryside.
The fairy correspondence was duly recorded, with solemn attention from all the children, big and small. Having been asked if she believed in fairies, Molly replied, “You mean the kind that go across water?” She is rather a practical child, it would appear. Never mind.
The webs where the fairies play were much in evidence.
The kids swung (or “swang” as I’m sure we said in our childhood) on the swingset which requires adults to hold it into the ground. This gave me a rare chance to tether my dear Anne to one spot, and really chat, about fairies, Oxford, Potters Fields, the cookbook, our parents.
We crossed the road for an exploration of the Big Red Barn. Kai captured Molly’s little profile perfectly.
I grabbed the camera to get my beloved brother-in-law at his laughing best.
Poor Quincy, relegated to the Little Red Barn. He didn’t run last summer, and I don’t think we even tried to turn over his motor at Christmas. Land Rover as camping tent, perhaps?
The horsey jumps, possibly the most appreciated of all toys ever, made their appearance.
We wandered around Red Gate Farm, assessing all the ways in which it is falling down, with special attention this summer to the mossy, moldy damage from the winter’s outlandish snowfall. “You can see the problem,” Anne explains. “The gutter has become twisted and has come away from pointing downward to the downspout, and all the water’s just pouring down the side of the house, leaving mossy streaks.”
Indeed it is, but such was my sunny, happy relaxation at being there, with all my beloved people, that I could only smile and say, “I’m sure something can be done.”
I honestly feel there must be some sedative ingredient of life at Red Gate Farm, even for just a few days, that should be bottled (it could fund our moss removal). I felt as if I’d had a tranquiliser. Even with dinner for 9 to produce!
How we ate! All the way through an entire roasted ham, with the attendant crisp slaw and creamy salad, with its fragrant fresh pesto. Jane might well be on her way to photographing a cookbook herself!
Finally the end of the day had come, and the family piled in the car to go home, with many hugs and plans to see each other one more time before it was time for me to fly away.
Anne, David and Kate lounged on the trampoline with me in the gathering dusk, talking about school, favorite picture books, Avery’s travel plans, the fairies’ wishes for Kate. The bats circled overhead, eating up the mosquitoes, one hopes. Total peace.
The next day brought more sunshine, and it was but the work of a moment to find the sprinkler in the barn and set it up. Instant fun.
Taylor stopped by with her American Girl doll, so Kate dashed across the road for hers (“look both ways, then look again!” Anne and I shout as she dashes), and was back in a moment.
Taylor’s mom Konnie found time to hang out on the terrace with Anne and me, then share a barbecued chicken dinner. Not, however, successfully grilled by me. “The grill’s just not heating up!” I discovered, feeling that essentially feminine frustration when a task traditionally taken by a man turns out to be a problem. “Check your propane level,” Konnie advised, arguing for a level of capability beyond me.
The chicken went into the oven.
Thankfully, Rollie and Judy showed up to see how we were doing, and Rollie crawled helpfully under the grill to remove the tank. “You’re running on empty,” he said, and for a brief moment I thought about lugging the replacement tank up from the barn. Nah. Much more fun just to wander down to the pond with the girls, to catch up with chat.
Taylor and Kate were fearless about the pond, which I admit always gives me pause. What’s under that murky surface? They didn’t care.
Tuesday morning found me lounging on the terrace, reading and corresponding with John and Avery, lazy in their London July lives. And then up popped Mark, sweaty from scything the meadow, and happy to replace my propane tank. It takes a village! You can’t help but smile when Mark’s around, which is a gift, in case you didn’t realise it.
“Konnie tell you about the rabbits she’s planning to raise, for meat?” he asked me, eyebrow quirked.
“Yep, she did.” A pause.
“Now, keep in mind this is a lady who hasn’t eaten pork since she was a tiny kid. She helped her grandma raise a pig on her farm, named it, played with it, the whole nine yards. Then she turns up at Sunday dinner one day and there’s ham. Uh-oh.”
“Ooh, that’s harsh,” I said.
“And so she’s gonna raise little Easter bunnies and eat ’em? I don’t know about that.”
He downed a huge glass of icy water, and was back to the meadow.
I settled down to a bison burger — grilled with my new propane tank in place! — with a small feeling of guilt that Avery and John weren’t there to help me enjoy it. Just a small feeling.
There was succotash to go with it: zucchini, crisp fresh Connecticut corn, red onion, garlickly olive oil.
A quiet afternoon, a trip to the Gap. Our favorite saleslady exclaims. “Oh, you’re here! I wondered what had happened to you all. I wonder — could you be my son’s emergency contact when he spends his fall semester in London?” Of course.
Wednesday meant a trip to the seaside with Rollie and Judy! Guilford, a lovely spot.
Oh, the fresh breeze stirring the American flag, the scents of ocean and bait, the sailors buffing up their boats. What a treat, an outing with two of my favorite people in the world. They’re not at all old enough to be my parents, but when I’m with them, I feel like a bit of a daughter.
I got home in time to wander, in the stunningly sunny humidity, up Sanford Road to visit Mike, hard at work on the new barn at Phillips Farm.
Mike is an artist, giving his heart and soul to this building.
To think that when we arrived at Red Gate Farm for the first time eleven years ago, this spot was occupied by a sadly dilapidated, falling-down, neglected structure. It took the passion of the Southbury Land Trust to clear it away and put in its place this beautiful, artisan barn.
“We had a fundraiser,” Mike explained, “where people could buy pegs — the whole structure’s pegs — with names on them. Here’s Abigail’s peg.”
Abigail, her little brother Gabriel, mother Lauren and Mike appeared later in the day for a delicious dinner at the picnic table. There is something heartwarming about the bond between beautiful Lauren and intrepid Abigail. Lauren is one of those women who can wholly devote herself to a “real” job — a pediatric nurse — and then somehow also have 110% to give to being a mother.
They had kindly invited me to their house, but had succumbed to my wish to spend as much time at Red Gate Farm as possible, merely bringing their kebabs to me, luxurious with giant shrimp, zucchini, peppers. How thoughtful!
Mike was there, and since he was a man, he grilled. What a wonderful person he is, a perfect combination of dreamy artist, practical griller, devoted father and husband.
We feasted, and tried to work sort of six months’ worth of news, reflections, predictions into one evening. The story of my American holiday, in short.
Thursday I spent running errands madly, to the post office to thank our dear friends for forwarding our mail, to the Laurel Diner for one quick “two eggs on a roll” and brief “hello” with brilliant Pete, diner chef extraordinaire. Home to wash sheets and towels, clear out the fridge. Didn’t I JUST arrive? And in the evening, off for an Italian dinner with the nieces, one last treat before I had to say goodbye.
That evening, in the warm dusk, I couldn’t help thinking about all the classic Connecticut things I never managed to do, in my five days. No library trips (I love that library), no lounging by the scruffy Town Pool, no ice cream excursion to Rich’s, no trip to the Hickory Stick bookshop in nearby Washington, CT, no visit to the lowkey, intimate farmer’s market. There just wasn’t time, and my heart broke, a bit, to turn my back on so many pleasures.
In the morning I was off, locking the door, looking back over my shoulder at Red Gate Farm, goodbye until Christmas. How hard it is to drive away, every time.
New York City, positively sizzling in the heat, awaited. I managed — readers, it was a miracle — to drop my luggage off at the hotel downtown, wend my way through the endlessly circuitous one-way streets of the West Village to return my rental car, then saunter along the sidewalks, enjoying the inimitable energy of New York City. There is just no place quite like it.
Lunch with my darling Alyssa! Mario Batali’s Lupa - fried baccala, heirloom beet salad, peppered, buttery spaghetti — did not disappoint.
We talked feverishly, exchanging observations of the unbelievable position we find ourselves in — sending our girls to college. How I miss Alyssa and our almost daily coffees, lunches, walks, talks.
How on earth could any place be so HOT? I walked slowly, cooking in my shell, to meet my friend Elizabeth’s gorgeous daughter Isabel, and her friend Alex, and bravely make our way to Long Island City — I can’t convey to you my pride on not getting lost!
My darling artist friend Kate awaited, to welcome us to her studio. Our friendship goes back 20 years, to my first experiences teaching in New York City. My gallery would not have thrived without her work, her intellect, her heart.
I had almost forgotten what a joy it is to be welcomed into an artist’s realm, to have her pull image after image — magical — from her flat file, to help her unwrap framed treasures, to look and ask questions and listen to the description of an artist’s life.
I think Isabel really enjoyed herself, and as a future art historian, it doesn’t get any better than that afternoon.
After the heavenly cool of Kate’s studio, we braved the harsh sun and took the subway to Brooklyn to find Kate’s husband David, the most brilliant sculptor I know, happy to welcome us as well. Oh, the work.
Isabel and Alex went off for a further Williamsburg adventure, and Kate, Dave and I found ourselves at a gorgeous local Italian spot, to share prosciutto e melone, pizza with bresaola, and the luxury of conversation. I headed back, exhausted by my day — Connecticut, West Village, Long Island City, Brooklyn, Tribeca.
Saturday, my last day in America, and I was in an emotional mood. I toured my beloved Tribeca, home of Avery’s babyhood and childhood. How many games of hide and seek were played in this gazebo, figures of colored chalk drawn around her toddler body, birthday parties with cake and ice cream eaten, in her little local Washington Market Park?
Her heroic school once more thrives in the shadow of the World Trade Center.
It was, quite simply, the warmest neighborhood anyone could ever wish for, site of the September 11 tragedy and despair and fear, but then recovery and beauty and love.
I went for lunch at one of my favorite spots in the world, Roc, in my beloved Tribeca.
And who, out of the blue, appeared before me?
Rocco himself, of course, to give me a much-needed hug and to remember the old, dark days (“I remember you stood just here and cried,” he said, shaking his head, “and I told you everything would be all right. And it is.”), and to celebrate the hot, happy afternoon we had right now.
My darling friend Binky — of whom no photo can ever be taken — joined me for tuna tartare, for baccala croquettes, for tortellini with peas and ham. And for irreplaceable friendship, of a lifetime, reminiscences about last summer, Avery’s life with them. Why, oh why, I wondered, do I have to leave New York?
Because it was time to go “home,” whatever that could possibly mean after my Summer Adventure 2015. Exchanging one brilliant set of characters for another. Home to London it was, with enough memories to last the summer, or even longer.
Kristen! I love reading your blog. Your visit to Red Gate Farm was jam-packed! What a wonderful visit, and so many delicious feasts! Xo
Thank you, dear Linda! xx
Lovely post. Makes me homesick. Great pictures — especially love the one of Abigail!
xJ
You were missed!